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May. 29th, 2007 @ 11:40 pm (no subject)
Current Mood: tiredtired
looks fun.
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May. 29th, 2007 @ 11:57 am (no subject)
Current Mood: frustratedfrustrated
The news right now is that I'm moving. I'm moving from Maryland with my parents to Missouri with a boy. All of my family has been wanting to know about him, especially since I'll be living with him several states away. Conveniently enough there was a baby shower for my cousin this weekend and everyone got to question me and give me advice. My aunt told me that when she first moved in with her husband, she was so scared and lonely she cried in the shower daily. My cousin said when she moved in with her husband, she cried for about a year for the same reason. Someone else there said they had done the same. They all kept telling me how brave I am and are warning me how scary and alone it will be...

I'm dying to get away from here. I never saw the "brave" part. I'm excited to be living with him and out there and to have something new. At the same time, I cry so much here and feel so trapped and alone and helpless and depressed, I feel like moving out there is going to fix that. I can understand what they mean, but I feel like moving out there will actually be much healthier and happier for me.

I just need to get out of this house. It's killing me.
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May. 29th, 2007 @ 11:02 am (no subject)
sad... this is why i hate my last name.


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time to enroll in the Pouk Rehab Center
May. 29th, 2007 @ 08:14 am (no subject)
Current Mood: okayokay
heh. already back to the memes...

1: Find the lyrics to your favorite song
2: Go to http://babelfish.altavista.com
3: Run the song through the English to Japanese translator
4: Copy it and then run it through the translator again, this time from Japanese to English.
5: Post the song (title and performer included please) along with these directions in your own journal.

For fun I posted the original lyrics

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May. 28th, 2007 @ 11:05 pm (no subject)
Current Mood: distresseddistressed
ever notice how sometimes your heart breaks a little, and never fully heals, but you sort of get used to the crack in it, maybe enough to forget about it a while? Then something will remind you and sort of break it a little further. Not like a fresh break, but a sadder, more painful depth to the original break you had gotten used to...

*sigh*
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ani look away
Jan. 17th, 2006 @ 11:52 am (no subject)
Current Mood: blahblah
Current Music: Movie- The Graduate
*old*

man, i don't know what to do with myself right now.

i need to post more.

Kill~ did you see that they remade "When a Stranger Calls" and it's coming out in theaters soon? CRAZY. I just saw it and remembered talking to you about that movie once. Scarey shizzle. Dane Cook jokes about it too. You're the only 2 people i know who know it, though.

To people:
I'm kind of a fuck up (almost said "lately", ha), so don't feel hurt if I forget to call or don't IM you for ages. Not avoiding, hiding or ignoring. Just bad memory and other things.

Looks to be a good birthday so far. In the gift recieving aspect, social/event aspect still looks like crap. Let me know if you wanna hit a bar or something. (Thursday, mark your calendars)
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ani look away
Jan. 10th, 2006 @ 10:26 am (no subject)
Current Mood: sicksick
i feel sick. :p
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ani look away
Dec. 31st, 2005 @ 12:26 pm (no subject)
just something i found enjoyable. i'm a bit bored this morning.

Today for show and tell, I've brought a tiny marvel of nature: a single snowflake. I think we might all learn a lesson from how this utterly unique and exquisite crystal . . .

turns into an ordinary, boring molecule of water, just like every other one, when you bring it in the classroom. And now while the analogy sinks in, I'll be leaving you drips and going outside.

-Calvin
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ani look away
Dec. 30th, 2005 @ 06:08 pm (no subject)
ok, quick thought:

does anyone know that episode of futurama where they all become slaves on some egyptian-like planet and then bender takes over and has a monument built of himself?

if you do, do you also laugh and read those little check boxes on websites with the booming Bender voice and the monument's burst of fire breath? you know the boxes that offer to save your log in info, "Remember Me" (*flames*).

*chuckle* i'm such a weirdo.
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ani look away
Dec. 30th, 2005 @ 05:49 pm i have no idea what to do with my life, so i do memes.
You scored as Psychology. You should be a Psychology major!

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